Your thoughts

Does Ataxia get to you sometimes? I know that it does me. Healthy folks just take their health for granted and I get jealous.

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Yesā€¦I do get particularly ā€˜downā€™ when symptoms worsen.

Last week I had a distressing fall. I tripped and fell forwards onto a tiled floor, stopping short of knocking myself out.

Previouslyā€¦Iā€™ve fallen backwards and knocked myself outā€¦but recovery was fairly uneventful. Hitting my forehead has been completely different ā€¦I have a renewed sense of vulnerability.

:slightly_smiling_face: Hopefullyā€¦my confidence will return to ā€˜new normalā€™ asap.

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Very sorry to hear that. Iā€™ve fallen quite a few times also. Itā€™s not fun. Whenever I make a move I have to concentrate or I lose my balance.

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I hope your symptoms also get better but remember having ā€œconfidenceā€ is good but only to certain degree. You still need to be careful in what you do to avoid falling

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Definitely yes. Especially on sunny days when friends want to just be out for fun and exercise. I just canā€™t do that. Falling often and moving about so slowly these days.

:slightly_smiling_face: I have reasonable range of movement butā€¦very poor Vestibular abilities. This is leading to me being more sedentary because overall it makes life much easier. Butā€¦consequently Iā€™m stiffening more, becoming more unsteadyā€¦and realise this is a major cause of falls too.

Iā€™ve found once I am down on the floor, itā€™s becoming increasingly difficult to get back up. In my case this is compounded because I have Osteoarthritis in my knees.
:slightly_smiling_face:Iā€™m seeing a NeuroPhysioā€¦once Iā€™ve recovered from the current fall, weā€™ll practice ways of getting up from the floor safely.

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This is why itā€™s recommended to keep as active as you can by exercising to maintain the muscles and the joints the best you can. I myself belong to a gym where I spend a lot of time on the recumbent bike so as to keep my legs in good shape. Plus I do some weight training for the balance. I recommend that you consider the same. Incidentally there are folks there in wheelchairs and walkers.

Yes, getting up is a problem for me also!!:face_with_symbols_over_mouth:

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:slightly_smiling_face:Getting back to your original post ā€˜your thoughtsā€™

:thinking: Although Iā€™ve coped with my current issues for couple of decadesā€¦I can still visualise myself moving around as normalā€¦instinctively/automatically. It isnā€™t easy knowing I need to move around slowly and purposefully just to stay upright and safe.
Exercise will help maintain strong muscles and coreā€¦and this stands a person in good stead in the long runā€¦but no amount of exercise will restore a compromised balance disorder. And that is my major problem.
Weā€™re told that repetition will create new pathwaysā€¦and we know itā€™s still possible to find a way around certain obstacles, find new ways of doing things butā€¦itā€™s inevitable old memories will surface and itā€™s these that are hard to deal with.

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I hear what youā€™re saying but it sounds like youā€™re thinking about giving up. Things arenā€™t going away but itā€™s important to keep trying. I know that itā€™s not the answer but thatā€™s the best advice I can give you. Like NIKE used to advertise JUST DO IT!

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:joy:Noā€¦Iā€™m not giving up. I donā€™t know how you interpreted that.
I was just ruminatingā€¦

Good to hear. I know that youā€™re a strong person.:hugs: Sorry about the confusion.

Yes certainly does ā€¦ especially when saying goodbyes to visiting family. Normally Iā€™m in a routine but when the adrenalin rushes in, Iā€™m very frustrated. X

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Yes. I know what you mean. I get jealous watching people walk normal. Wishing I was my old self.

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It seems like it gets worse with each fall. Iā€™m now in a wheelchair most of the time because my balance is so bad. I also have tremors, which Iā€™m thinking is Parkinsonā€™s. I think I have a hybrid. I have someone come in every day to help.

So sorry to hear that. I know that this is something you have heard before but try to keep your chin up!

:thinking: It isnā€™t unusual to experience Tremors with a diagnosis of ataxia.
Have you been diagnosed with a specific type of ataxia.

Youā€™re absolutely right! Iā€™ve been avoiding research since two of the four neurologists I saw told me I had MSA! One even called to tell me I was going to die! Talk about PTSD! They simply read the MRI report, which made reference to a hot cross bun sign. Iā€™ve since found out that the hot cross bun signs are present in other diseases as well! I was diagnosed with a spontaneous sort of Ataxia. Thereā€™s no reason for it Itā€™s late onset.

What a terrible thing for a MD to say!

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Iā€™m so sorryā€¦
Some Neurologists, for whatever reason, can be very callousā€¦they donā€™t have a good ā€˜bedside mannerā€™. Thereā€™s no excuse for some remarks.

It can be incredibly difficult to get an exact diagnosis, Iā€™m still waiting myselfā€¦and misdiagnoses are very stressful, Iā€™ve had this too.

Iā€™m in the UK, due to our health system (NHS)ā€¦Iā€™ve been seen by numerous Neurologists, and 2 Specialist Ataxia Centres, since 2011. At the moment, the most comprehensive testing available here is Whole Genome Sequencingā€¦Iā€™m hoping to hear results this year.

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Big, BIG +1 in regard to this comment Beryl.

Iā€™ve often said some neuroā€™s seem to have the bedside manner of a common house brick. Iā€™ve been told ā€˜They need to have an emotional disconnection from their patientsā€¦ā€™ which I do comprehend, but to have a conversation in the 3rd person (me) to my wife, whilst Iā€™m sitting in the same room. OR speaking down to me like I donā€™t understand Grrrrr

Going to see these specialists can be stressful enough, but to then get their clinical attitudeā€¦
ā€¦it lights my fuse every time.

Merl from the Modsupport Team

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