Emmy,Thanks, what you have said makes a load of sence and since ,I have slowed down I have started to accept my disability and what I’m able to do. I think that if I accept it ,the others will follow… Thanks 4 the sound advice . 
Your very welcome =0) It took me the better half of my childhood to come to terms with it too and they say kids adapt better than adults to things in my case I didn't want to! I'm glad to see your thinking positive thumbs up and kudos to you keep that chin up
I have had bad anger issues in the past. I discussed this with my doctor and he put me on Zoloft. I've been taking it for three weeks now and haven't gotten angry once. I even feel so much better. The anger issues may come from a chemical imbalance in the brain. I suggest discussing this with your doctor. I did and feel so much better for it. Good luck.
Thanks for the tip Ben . I believe my issues were because I’m a real go getter and I could not accept the fact that I was disabled.Any issues in the future , I will deal with them as they come. Thank you for the sound advice I will remember… Zoloft